sLera mkn pown mkn kurg(tp kt umah ok jew =P )..
mLm nie hati ak rsa xsdap sgt...rsa cm ngiLu pown ad...cm smthing wrong...xske sgt rse n situasi skunk...
weekend Lpas tyme ak bLk umah, ak try cek tekanan darah ak...hope normaL La kn...tp resuLt xbpe normaL...huhu 1st day 2 tekanan ak 104:71 n degupan jantung 81...2nd day pLak ag terok...104:56 n degupan jantung 65 jew....huhu =( yg ak tau degupan jantung yg normaL 80...hurmmm
ak sje jew cek mse 2 coz pak ngah ak ad msaLah tekanan darah rendah yg terok (113:71)... tp bLe ak cek, rpa2nya ak ag trok dr dia...mayb umor kot erk yg membezakn(sdapkn atie sndri...huhu)
ak xtau La smada ak or mesin 2 yg probLem...tp b4 thiz memg ak ad heaLth probLem cket...kLu saket jew mest masok spitaL..kLu demam Lak sLaLu jew kna demam trok...over panas La, denggi La, air Lam bdn xckop La, pras guLa Lam drah kurg La....mcm2... susah kn ad anak mcm ak nie...asyik dok myusahkn org jew...
da byk sgt pgLaman ak psaL saket nie...smpai penah 1x 2, doctor pown xtau pe masaLah ak...suhu Lbh dr pras spatotnya...da over sgt...
kdg2 ak terfikir gak kLu ak nie memg ad pnyakit criticaL kew...huhu ntah La...kaki nie memg da aLwayz La kejang kn...smpai ak sndri da LaLi da.... n skunk evrytime ak mLudah mest there's some bLo0d...dont know La benda 2 normaL kew x...tp tyme bgn tido jew kLu ak g berkumur, mest cm ad drah cket2...n kdg2 cm ad drah beku pLak....hurrrmmmmm
ap La yg berLaku kn kLu ak sndri dpt tau yg there's was smthg wrong with myheaLth....cmne La perasaan famLy, kwn2 n org yg ak syg....ntah La...maybe ad yg akn rse Lbh tenang dgn pemergian ak....maybe 2 Lbh baek buat sume...yeLa, kLu ak xde, ak da xyah nk nyusahkn spe2 ag...atie nie pown xkn saket ag...cma hukuman n perjaLanan kt sne jew yg kte sndri xtau...maybe ianya Lbh trok dr ap yg kte bygkn...dgn dosa2 yg ak da uat, ak xyakin ak mampu pergi mengadapNYA dgn tenang...tp pape yg berLaku keLak, ak cme nk sume org happy n teruskn idop masing2...yg ak minx cme doa dr kaLian...nk tggLkn harta pown xde...huhu
tp kLu La ad jgk harta2 yg tertinggaL 2, biarLa famiLy ak yg uruskan....dorg Lbh berhak.... n mydiary plak, ak adiahkn tuk myLove...hehe coz dLm diary 2 byk sgt kenangan ktorg bersma...sume ak Luahkn kt c2...die berhak nk uat pape pown kt diary 2...if die nk bakar kew, nk buang kew, nk bg kt owg Laen kew, biar La die yg tentukan...
eh2, tbe2 Lak session kLi nie jd serius kn...cm ngah 2Lis wasiat pLak...huhu
tp xpe, owg ckp 'sediakn payung sebeLom ujan'...yeLa, kte sendri xtau ap yg bkaL terjadi kn dkmudian hari...ntah bpe Lme ag kte mampu idop pown kte sndri xtau...hope kte mampu sLesaikn sgla urusan d dunia nie sbLum kte pergi uat sLamanya...smoga khidupan kte dsna dpermudahkn...amin....
(p/s: ajaL maut jodoh pertemuan, sgLanya ketentuan ALLAH...)
*sbenarnye ak ad rahsia tau....ak nie jenis yg xske makan ubat.....hahahahaha (^_^)
kre ak n ubat memg musuh tradisi La....kbyakn ubat yg ak dpt sume sbgai koLeksi jew...kLu xpown ak buang....hehhehheh
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