at 3.00am on 01/04...
at this tyme i'm aLmost at mycriticaL tyme.....huhu =(
t'sedar jew ak pg 2, ak da dkunkjungi nurse2 yg bertugas tuk gantikan ubat yg dsaLurkan pd tgn ak nie...pd muLanya ak cam xkesah jew...just Let them done their job... mse ak sedar, ak teros tgk fon..yeLa, mana tau kot2 ad msg yg ak tggu2 sLama nie wujud...hehe
after awhiLe, pas jew ubat mngaLir ke tubuh ak, tbe2 ak jd batok...ak batok for aLmost 1hour.... saat 2 perit sgt bg ak...susah sgt nk stop...mse 2 ak jd takot...takot akn mati...ngah batok 2pown ak nanges...kakak yg temankn ak mLm 2 pown nanges tyme 2...hahaha
ngah batok 2, ak pakse nurse kt c2 stopkn ubat yg dorg msokkn 2...then, Lbey kurg 3 or 4 org nurse keLiLing ak...dorg cam risau ngan keadaan ak...dorg bg ubat batok n air kt ak...at 4.00am baru ak cm ok...tyme 2, ak jd Lemah sgt...just need a rest... but i couldn't sLeep...b'coz i realLy2 miss him!!! ak ad gtau kakak yg "ak tggu n windu **** ******...".. kakak xmarah, tp dia xbg ak fikir sgt...coz doc da pesan ak xLey stress, byk fikir or nanges2...huhu ntah La...ak xtau npa ak cmnie... kdg2 ak pown cm peLik...tp ak kna redha...mayb nie ujian tuk ak...
hope i'lL be fine s0on...n hopefulLy die chat n happy jew...ak xmo La smpai ak nie uat die serabot kew ap kew...
i'm just fine n ok...as Long as i can know bout him, n as Long as i can breath, evrything wilL be ok!!!
(p/s: just keep smiLe...(^_^) )
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